I am Sorry!!! Sorry!!.

I am Sorry!!!  Sorry!!.

Please , Please forgive me.

It was a terrific night which I can never forget in my life.  I could not sleep the whole night. I was wide awake. What have I told her? I was just thinking in my mind!!! In an joking manner I said very bad to her!! I should not have said like this to her!!.  But my intention was not.....!! I have hurt her sentiments. I wanted to tell sorry to her, I tried a lot to her number, she always disconnected my phone. I messaged her a  lot; .But still there was no reply from her.

Somebody had truly said. It takes days together to gain a trust, but once its broken means broken. You simply can’t make it again. I have done that. But in an Masti mood I told her. Sorry !!! Please forgive me dear. I am Sorry again.  

 I have lost her friendship. I think she will never talk to me again in my life.

But will she come back ?? “A simple straight forward answer ”NO”

I lost her!! Simply Lost a beautiful Love able Friend. !!!























Please forgive me dear !!! I M SORRY!!!!.

SORRYY!!!!.(I will never repeat it again).

 Please forgive me.

240 Hours!!!

240 Hours !!!!.....( Next to Impossible!!!!)

Sai Baba!! Sab Ka Mallik Ek!!!.

Anant Koti Brahmand Nayak Raja Dhi Raj Yogi Raj,

Para Brahma Shri Sachidanand Satguru Sri Sai Nath Maharaj!

How I became the devotee of Sai Baba devotee, If at all  I give pressure on my head to think of it, the result is simply Zero. 2008 Onwards I am under the blessings of Sai Baba. 

BABA LISTENED TO MY WORDS!!!!

Last year while I was continuing my MBA. I had got selected in a Telecom Company as Management Trainee HR. I tried to gather the information about the company as I will be joining in the month of June. It was a fake company, had selected many students across India through campus selection. When I heard the news from my friends, all my dreams were smashed. I could not even think of it. It just happened with a blink of an eye.

That evening I just cried a lot in front of Baba photo. I said to myself”, 3 months are there to complete my MBA  and After that I will be sitting in my house were all my classmates will be joining their new job? I was feeling very bad, and crying. I felt as if there was no one to hear my words. I simply cried.

Next Day Morning I got a mail for the position of Associate Consultant in Bhubaneswar, I applied to it n I got selected in that company. I was given the offer letter as well as joining letter. After my Final Tri Semester was over just 2 days after I joined. I joined my first company before my friends joined in their respective job. I was too happy that Sai Baba listened to my words, and helped me out. I simply bow my head infront of BABA.

240 Hours!!! Just next to impossible.

It will change my life!!! There are three things interlinked to it. Can this happen??

A Letter to Sai Baba,

Sai baba,

With humble request and sincere dedication I write this letter to you, With the blessings of you I have got the opportunity to join a Multinational Company. I have got the offer letter on your day (Thrusday), but I don’t know why my joining date is delayed. Some or other problems are coming on the way please help me out. You have always listened to my words.

At present where I am working, I am not satisfied by the Work culture, You know very well, as you are Antaryami. So you have just 240 hours with you, to bless me.  My last working day will be where the 240 hours will be completed. I don’t know why I am writing this letter. Truly speaking I am relaxed by writing this letter.

Can this letter travel to Shirdi, before the 240 hours completes ?? Would I achieve the target? . Simply I don’t know what will happen. If Baba I am your child then please think of me.

Although you are there with me all the times den why I feel as if I am alone.

I have no hope that I will join my New Company in my Birthday.  Because the joining dates has been changed many a times before, and this new date which has been mentioned it will also change, I bet you BABA.

Can I Join my new Job on my Birthday!!!. This is just an Imagination. It’s just next to impossible.

So, BABA please read this letter of mine, and try to do something so that I will be ever an devotee of yours.

Yours Sincerely,

Your Devotee.

Jajati Mohan Praharaj.

Sab ka Mallik Ek!!!!

Anant Koti Brahmand Nayak Raja Dhi Raj Yogi Raj, Para Brahma Shri Sachidanand Satguru Sri Sai Nath Maharaj!

A LIVELY MOMENT---!!! JUST KISSED HER LIPS!!!!

A LIVELY MOMENT---!!! JUST KISSED HER LIPS!!!!

It was our second meet in the CCD, but the place was different. The CCD was near Governor House Unit- 8. The climate was pleasant as well as romantic which made a perfect date to meet my friend. After a long gap of time we were meeting each other. I was thinking what to wear looking at my wardrobe…..suddenly my mobile rang!!! “Gulabi ankhen jo teri dekhin”

The call was from her. Hiiiii!!!! R u ready? She asked me. I replied “No”. Actually I was thinking!!!! Nothing!! Bye!!! See u soon. She disconnected the phone. I said, Mad Girl! Again I started to look my wardrobe to check what clothes I will wear!! I was confused. Still I got ready myself with a simple dress n I started my journey to meet my friend. Our time was fixed to meet at 6.oopm, but I was already late by 10 minute.

She: Standing outside the CCD, “Dekho Abhi Tak Nahin Aaya” already 15 minutes passed away. While I was driving she was calling me continuously. Although I was stuck in traffic I managed to reach by 6.35 pm.

She was still waiting for me outside CCD, with an angry look…like she will murder me now (He..He..He). What a look it was Ahhhh!!!!!. Her hair was over her eyes. She was little angry I feel but still she was smiling!!! (He. he. Looking at me). Just looking Awesome!!!! Simply looking like a” Cinderella”!

“Hiii!!”! Sorry actually struck in traffic. So I was late. Don’t give excuse!!! I know!! Sorry!! Don’t be sorry. Let’s get inside dear. We kept hand on each other n went inside; we sat together in a corner so that no one can disturb us. I ordered a cappuccino for myself, strawberry ice-cream n one Cadbury silk Chocó for her as she hates drinking coffee.  I came back n den we both started to talk, but we didn’t talk much rather we just shared our eyes to each other. Uuhhhffff!!!! What a look it was!!!. Yeh !!!Julfen!! Her hair was on her eyes again!!! She gently took it up n said Jajati!!! Can I spend 3 hours with u today!!! R u free today?! I didn’t get her properly still I said yes!! Can u leave me in my aunt’s house in Patia? My roommate is not der so I have decided to stay in Aunty house today n bdw tomorrow is Sunday, so want to spend some time with my family members.

I was just Happy!!!!! Wow!! It was just Beyond Imagination Concept! She will sit in my bike. What a memorable moment it would be.

We shared a lot of things between us. We laughed together. How the time passed away could not even know! We had talked for around 2 hours. When her aunty called her and said When will u come? She said Within 45 minutes. I was just surprised!!!. We sat for 10 more minutes n den went to the parking area where I had parked my Activa.

Darks clouds were wandering over the sky! It seemed like it pour down heavily, but still I was enough confident, after I reach home safely it will rain heavily. It seems as if all the things were preplanned. The wind was blowing gently which made her hairs again to fall in front of her eyes. Awesome Look.!!!

I started my bike, n she sat behind me, kept her hand on my shoulder. WOW!!! I don’t know!! What to write about!!! No words to write that beautiful moment with a girl. I am speechless!!! Just speechless!!!!. A beautiful moment which can’t be expressed.

Soon we were on the road, small drops of rain started falling on us when we crossed the Pal Heights. I was tensed as she would be getting wet, if it rains.  If I am wet then I can manage it but if she will be wet then …..It won’t look good. I finished my thinking n It started to rain heavily..!! We were near Fortune Tower. Without taking her permission I stopped my Activa near the bus stop. I was surprised to hear from her, why did u stop the Activa?. I said, It’s raining. So what lets Enjoy Man!!!. It was around 8.00pm. The road was empty still vehicles passed by. We were standing under the bus shed. She kept her purse; mobile phone near me N went to enjoy the beautiful dashes of rain.

Areee !!!! What r u doing??!!! U will get cold!. Come on!!! I am enjoying, u also come we both will enjoy!!.

After she was totally wet she came and pulled up my hand n soon we both were under the shades of rain. The rain also started showering heavily, as if it was the blessing from the God. While we were enjoying in rain, she was in my arms. It was a romantic scene between two lovers, I brought her lips near me n I kissed her Lips slowly (Muuaaahh!!) n she too kissed me. We both loved each other.

 I don’t know for how much time she was in my arms. But I guess it was around half an hour I guess!! Not sure. We were totally wet…!!! We immediately came under the shed as her mobile phone rang. I felt as if I got free from 440kv volt. I was tensed as her aunty called her. But the way she answered her aunty’s call was something to be appreciated, talked in a cool way. She said her that she will be reaching soon, as  soon as the rain stops.

 While she was on the phone I looked at my watch it was 9.45 pm. Oh!!!! My God. 45 minutes, Passed we are enjoying in rain!!...My Goodness. I  was tensed, but she was looking cool, relaxed, as if nothing happened!!!. She said me; Nothing will happen dear Just Chill dear. Few minutes later the rain stopped n we started our journey to aunty’s house.

I dropped her In front of her house. She again….wanting to kiss me, came closer to me, almost closer. But her aunty came to open the gate. She said me in a slow voice………I enjoyed ur company, I think I got, what I wanted in life. I was confused!!!!  I started my vehicle n I came back home. While I was returning to my house I thought the last words which she spoke to me.

 Totally Wet!!!!

Quickly changed my dress!!!!(Got little scolding from Mama as I was late).

Mama!! Me coming for dinner, Just 5 minutes more…!!

What an Awesome, Lovely, Beautiful, Romantic evening it was.  No words to describe the beautiful moment.

Mmuuuuuaahhhh!!!!

Love U!!!...

Feels Like Heaven!!!!

Feels Like Heaven!!!!

Writing blogs have become a Hobby for me, rather an ingredient for a person to lead a life. People need Air Water, Food to survive, one person whose name I can’t mention, need my blog to survive. It’s just Impossible!!.

11.45 pm: A beep sound in my mobile.

I immediately picked up the phone, in order to check whose message was there in the late hours of night. It was a lovely message from one of my friend; rather we had become best friends from last few days. What a message it was! Just Awesome!! I liked it n I smiled…..

Another message beeped in my mobile. I opened it, n again it was another good message. I smiled again. I don’t know why I always feel her presence near me. Just few minutes back while I was in my bed I was thinking of her, n suddenly a message beeped in my inbox, n when I checked my inbox it was the message from my friend. What a co-incidence.!!  A direct dil se communication from her.

I feel very enthusiastic to talk with her, although I am tired throughout the entire day, still I wanted to talk to her, I don’t know why?? Simply I want to talk to her. Although I know my friend is also tired still, I want to talk, n disturb her.  An Disturbing element in night, rather an owl!!!(Its Me) Indeed.

It feels like heaven to me when I talk to her.  Does the other person feel the same? It’s just a feeling which can’t be expressed. It’s just an eternal feeling which the person can feel it. I simply enjoy talking to her. It creates a lovely, romantic mood n I feel that I am in love with her. Ahhh!!!!!(Tightly hugging my pillow, Mmuuahhh!!!),

If I am really in love with her what a romantic scene it would be. Just Guess! I would invite her on a candle Night dinner with me to  an A- class restaurant with Spanish food on the table(would prefer Indian Dish), N after taking delicious food I would make her dance by keeping my hand on her waist and the other hand holding her hand. Holding each other hand we would dance like a couple, to a slow music playing in back ground. The room would be having dim light where we can see each other; no one else can see us. I will kiss on her Lips while dancing, which will make the presence more awesome n romantic. I will put a red rose on her hair, so that she would become my Angel!!. Can you imagine what would be my condition if she is with me…..?? (Baad Mein Sochunga!!!).

Can it happen like that? The answer is Just Just ………possible. (Not Impossible).

I was feeling like I was in the heaven for some time, but still I was in bed. (Tightly hugged my pillow). It was around 2.30 am in the morning, I woke up, switched off the ac, as I was feeling too cold. I drank a glass of water n went to sleep again….But I was unable to sleep, I was only thinking about her.

Its really like heaven being with her, Mmuuuaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!

 Love you!!!!

Note: Simply Impossible...!!!Will try to make it Possible..!!!(he..he..he).

Keep Smiling!!!! This is just  Impossible..!!!!

Feeling Sleepy!!!! Still Recalling the Loveliest Moment!!!!

Feeling Sleepy!!!!

Still Recalling the Loveliest Moment!!!

Over the Mobile Phone : Waiting: The number you are trying to call is on another. Plz call back in sometime.

Ashish: “ Kan be to phone praye time busy!!! With Whom r u busy? Katha kana..!! Mate Kaha.

Me: Nothing re. Just talking to my friend.

Ashish: Friend or someone else….tell Truth !!!.

Me: Nothing just a good friends we r.

Ashish: Yes.!!! Daag mein kuch kala hai….

Me:  Nothing I said. U know me Ashish.( Daag mein kala Hin hai) I smiled myself.

Ashish : “C” is calling!!. Will cal u later n start querying abt u a lot. So get ready.

Me: Bye!! Bye!! (Mali mum)

Uhhffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tension freee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I switched off my room light, came to my bed n opened my mobile phone inbox, where few hours ago we both had a chat. How lovely it was!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. (I think she would be also thinking the same). Just guessing yaar!!!.

The clock struck 12 am. I just looked at the watch n checked the date.  The date was changed. It was 17^th 2012. I was surprised!!!! How the time was passed by I could not even imagine. I, for the first time had called her on this date last month. What a moment it was.!!!!. Just an Aw-sum Moment.

I had never seen her neither talked to her previously in my college days. Guys, me telling truth !!!

I pulled up my pillow near me, hugged it n played a romantic music. “Jeevan ke din  chote sahin……ham bhi bade dilwale”

It was the most loveliest moment ever in my life. Although I was feeling tired n sleepy, still I wanted to recall all those memorable moments spend with her.

I murmured !!! (In dream).

She spoke to me. Hello!!! Who Is dis? I am Jajati .Ur Senior….Yes !!!!I know. Hozzzzz U!!! N the conversation continued. What a sweet voice it was!. Her voice had some magical tunes which made me to continue the conversation for a longer period of time.

Our first conversation continued for around 45 minutes. Various names were given to me from that day onwards. Out of various names I like dis word the most “Ghonchuuuuuuuuu”.

I laughed in my dream!!! (In dream). I don’t know exactly what I was speaking that too in which language (He..He..He).  

Hugged my pillow. Wanted to call her n wish her …!!I don’t know when I was into deep sleep. I forget to call her. When I woke up it was already 6.00am.

Ohh !!! Shit!! I forgot…. Rather a message from her was already der in my mobile.

I just smiled n read the message, n started my day with a smile.

Luv u..!!!.

Kuch Mitha Ho Jaye!!!!!!

Kuch Mitha Hojaye!!!!!!

Kuch  mitha hojaye!!!! Its an add shown in TV, for Cadbury chocolate. To begin with any work…Have a Cadbury…Kuch Mitha Hojaye.

Sunday Eve!!

The climate was such, which made the evening more romantic n wen u r specially going to meet a girl den it just Just simply Awsum!!!!..

It was around 5.30pm. I called her on mobile after I reached coffee shop. She replied me,” Yes” I am coming within 5 minutes, Just wait. I asked,” Where are you”? She replied “I m in my friends room, wait! Me coming.

While I was waiting for her, plenty of questions were running inside my brain. Can she recognize Me.?? How will I greet her?  Will she be comfortable with me, while I was imagining all these things inside my Brain, My eyes fell upon her, I saw she was coming from the stairs, Was She c, with whom I am going to meet!!.. Just  Confused !!!!  What a look it was?  Simply!!....Simply!!…… Awesome!!!!.......

She came near me n said “Hiii”..!!! I was entirely lost in my own world. Ohh Yes!!! Hii!!, Hozzz u?? Ya!! Me fine. I too dear……. Just spontaneously….I asked her without thinking that this is our first meet. Will you come with me to share a cup of coffee. She was just surprised!!! Her eyes were just double opened. She never expected such question from me. Her facial expression was such which made think the answer would be a big “No”. After 1 Minute!!

I was tensed, I should not have asked….still “Jo Hoga Dekha Jayega……..Can u guess what the answer would be?

Sorry readers….I forgot to tell u, She gave me a Cadbury chocolate when she greeted me. Sad to say, I didn’t give anything to her. Actually I was distracted by the Beauty!!......She was wearing Black jeans with Black Tops with a Black watch  in her left hand, n her hair was open which made her look more beautiful. It added more masala to it.

Believe me guys she was just looking………………..!!!!!No words to describe. Just looking Awsum!!.

She went straight in to the Coffee shop, While I was just watching her walk….She called me..”Are come on…!!! Ya ya !! Coming… I was just lost . A day Dreamer indeed.

I was confused..!! Wanted to call her by some nick name…but by what name…?????

Thanks for coming to the café, I said. I know, I shouldn’t still…….Ohk no issues, she replied. Bdw I also wanted to talk to you, so…..”Dosto se jhoot bol ke aayi hoon” So, we can talk for some time.

I was just looking at her!!! Her lips were moving slowly while she was talking. I liked the way she talked. I ordered for coffee, she interrupted me n said I don’t like coffee.  I ordered for some snacks for her.

We both were engaged in various kinds of talks, rather we both enjoyed. I was enjoying her company with me….I guess she too was enjoying.

Was she enjoying my company?? No idea (Puch Lunga Ek Din……)Will surely tell you readers.

It was around 8.30pm, when her Roomi called her on her mobile. How the time passed by, I couldn’t even guess. Were r u? We r waiting for you. She replied, coming within 5 minutes wait for me.

I have to leave now dear, my hostel gate would be closed. So will have to go. “Ohk”..I said. I gave her a Rose, Color I Won’t say!! She took from me n gave me a Hug!!!! Which I never imagined even in my dreams……!!

By waving her hand, she went inside her hostel gate. I gave her a smile n said Bye.

Indeed it was a Lovely Evening with a Black Girl.  Can never forget dis Lovely Evening in my life.!!!