Unanswered Queries?

Unanswered Queries?

These days I am quite very busy. I don’t get much time to come online. I miss all my close friends. Some friends scold me, over phone for not coming online.  I feel very tired, and it is not possible to come online for long hours. I just come, just check out what all updates have been made by my friends and then, depending upon my mood I just update my status, then I just go offline. Let me tell you very frankly, I have no patience to talk, over phone with my friends. Some friends are angry with me as I am not responding to their calls. I feel extremely sorry for my friends, for not reconvening their call. I promised myself that in Durga puja I will surely call them up n I Hope everyone’s anger will vanish.  Guys, although I m busy, tired, exhausted, but somewhere in the entire day I feel as if I am being remembered by someone very close. I get a close picture of Sony. It just flashes out. Automatically I get a cute smile in my face. At that point of time I feel like I am missing her. I just feel her presence beside me. I feel like hugging her and kissing her on her forehead, but I am unable to do. My mind just gets diverted. I am just helpless. But I don’t know why I miss Sony much. May be I am in love with her.  After returning from office, although tired, like as a mad fellow without changing my dress I just come line to check whether Sony is online or not. But Shitttt!!!!!Nothing happens like that. It’s just my imagination. Just a terrific day dreamer, nothing else. There is no one named Sony in my profile. Then who is dis Sony??? From where has she come? Why she comes in my dreams? All sorts of unanswered questions is just troubling me? Soon will be in an mental hospital.

 Can some one answer my queries?....

Troubling me a lot!!!

Mamma My First Student.

Mamma My First Student.

As it was Sunday, I was just watching serial in Tv, where a mother was teaching her children mathematics.  For a moment I was just ….speechless. This scene forced me to go back to my childhood days. When I was small my mamma used to teach me, mathematics, or asked me to tell d rhymes. Ba… ba… black ship….bla…bla…I just smiled. As I was day dreaming, not in that sense…but I was disturbed by a beep sound. Ufffffffhhhh!!!! I took my phone in my hand and checked what message had come. As it was Friendship Day my friend had sent me a message I quickly typed all the alphabets in order to wish her back. While I was typing the letters in d cell phone, my mamma asked me what I was doing. Looking to her I replied that I was messaging to my friend. After sending the message I thought for a moment why not to teach mamma the use of cell phone such as message chatting, seeing the missed calls, listening to radio, etc.

So I took an oath that I will teach mamma how to use the entire electronic gadget. Mobile phone, computer. So, can’t I become a teacher n mamma my student. So, the blog goes on like this, “Mamma my first student”.

My mother, she is a housewife. She carries on her duty perfectly. With the upcoming of new trends, techniques, gadgets she too has some desires to know about them.   I touched her soft hands, and said from today I am your Teacher and you are my first student. I took out her specks and laid it on her nose and started guiding her about the cell phone usages. Mamma first you need to press this one, then go to options….. Then like this and I went on with my words……….To my every word she paid equal attention, nodding her head and would follow the same. 

After finishing my nap I saw she remained in the same position with her specks, murmuring options, create message ……..recalling the techniques which I taught her. Really, when you have a desire to learn, it just shows. I poked myself hard, what a mistake I did by unnoticing her hidden desires. It was really a very sweet sight for me seeing my Mamma behaving like a student. Now, at her leisure time you would find her sitting with her mobile, working on her own, Texting everyone. Receiving mamma’s message on their inbox everyone got surprised!!!!! Soon they rang to inquire who did the text. Mamma smiled and proudly said my Son taught me and now every time do expect my messages in your inbox. These lines energized me more. Yeah, I too feel proud of myself, that I could support Mamma in fulfilling her desires. But this is not the end, this is just the beginning…. Now being a mentor I would teach her everything whatever I know. Her next wish is to know computer usage, internet… so I will not leave my mamma to the never ending learning zone. I will teach her as soon as possible, in the best easiest possible way, so dat she does not faces any difficulty.

Whenever, any occasion comes, mama’s message is the first come to beep in to my message inbox. Her message makes me smile; it just touches my heart, as I stay far away from home. But reading her message makes me feel that I am near, sitting beside her.

It also gives a certificate to me that I am the Best Teacher. It makes me feel proud. Love u mama.

I LOVE U MAMMA.

My Heart Beats Up!!!!!

My HeArT BeAtS uP!!! WhEn I c SoNy……..

 

Mama!! Mama!!...horrifidely I shouted, but the voice could not come out, as if someone had caught hold of my throat. I just got up from my bed and looked into the mirror if I was alright or not. I saw myself that I was fully sweating although the air condition was on. I drank water from the bottle kept near my bed, and took a long deep breath, which made me feel relaxed. I just questioned myself, what was that which made me woke up from my sleep. UHHFF!!! What a horrible dream it was!!!! Can Dis happen in Reality? I just checked the time, it was around 1.15am. It was midnight. I again went to bed to sleep. I tried a lot but could not sleep any more. I was still wide awake like an owl.

As, I was alone in my house, so planned to drink coffee in this late hour of night. I went into kitchen prepared a cup of coffee. Holding the cup of coffee in one hand and my laptop on the other hand I directly went to balcony. Kept the coffee mug aside, & I switched on my lappy…. plugged my Tata Photon in order to connect the internet.  A pin drop silent prevailed everywhere, when I snipped my coffee.

I logged in to Face Book. How crazy I was?? I opened it in midnight, who d hell will be der onl9 in this late hour of night. I questioned to myself, but still I opened it, as I was crazy. I checked my inbox, der were 2 messages from my close class 12^th friends, I checked it and replied back to der message. I strolled down for various updates which were done from my friends. I gave some comments on my friends profile updates. I was angry wid Sony, for last 2 days n had promised myself that I won’t visit her profile till she messages me first. But still I could not resist myself I visited Sony’s profile, as she was my best best ever friend made in face book. (But let me tell u frankly actually as I was very much busy in my job, so I didn’t get enough time to log into fb, so I could not visit. Nahin to I to alwazs visit. Promises r meant to be broken isn’t it.)

I don’t know what happened to me exactly, looking at the profile pic she has just changed my heart beat started beating up very fast. This is just Awsum, xcllent, Gud looking n would be the 8^th wonder of the world. My heart beat started beating very fast as becoz very soon I was planning to propose her…but if I propose will c accept it..?? Thinking dis heart beat increased. One year relationship with her will b wasted.  I was in my own dreamland when a message flashed in my inbox, it was from Sony who wrote: Hello, how r u? Whts up ? I was just surprised that she is online. But I was mad in her love, now what to do should I reply back, or not, should I remove her from my account…hell lot of questions just troubled me…in the mean time another message flashed…..Are u busy, Wid whom r u chatting??

At last I kept my thoughts aside and replied her back…No dear, just didn’t want to sleep so came onl9. What r u doing?

Another message came ohhhkkkkk bdw u sleep within 10.30 n today u r still awake. Hmmm something fishy.”

I was just going to reply back, but my laptop showed low battery n I had to shut down immediately. I could not reply her back. I came back from balcony n put in laptop on the charge n went to bed. Sleeping in the bed with wide eyes awake I thought if she denies my proposal den…will I have a heart attack?. I tried to be positive n tried to sleep but in front of my eye’s Sony’s smiling face came around and could not make me sleep….

I don’t know what time it would be when I fell asleep….but when I woke up it was around 5.30 in the morning.

 

Heart Beats Up.......Dhak Dhak.

 

EveryThing Happens For A Reason......

EveryThing Happens For A Reason . . .

Sometimes people come into our life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again. Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life . . . ! 

Unanswered Queries?

Unanswered Queries?

These days I am very busy. I don’t get much time to come online. I miss all my close friends. Some friends scold me, over phone for not coming online.  I feel very tired, and it is not possible to come online for long hours. I just come, just check out what all updates have been made by my friends and then, depending upon my mood I just update my status, then I just go offline. Let me tell you very frankly, I have no patience to talk, over phone with my friends. Some friends are angry with me as I am not responding to their calls. I feel extremely sorry for my friends, for not reconvening their call. I promise in Durga puja I will surely call them up n I Hope everyone’s anger will vanish.  Guys, although I m busy, tired, exhausted, but somewhere in the entire day I feel as if I am being remembered by someone very close. I get a close picture of Sony. It just flashes out. Automatically I get a cute smile in my face. At that point of time I feel like I am missing her. I just feel her presence beside me. I feel like hugging her and kissing her on her forehead, but I am unable to do. My mind just gets diverted. Just helpless!!!. But I don’t know why I miss Sony much. May be I am in love with her.  After returning from office, although tired, like a mad fellow without changing my dress I just come line to check whether Sony is online or not. But Shit!!!!! Nothing happens like that. It’s just my imagination. Just a terrific day dreamer, nothing else. There is no one named Sony in my profile. Then who is this Sony??? From where has she come? Why she comes in my dreams? All sorts of unanswered questions is just troubling me? 

Can some one answer my queries?.......

Love u ....Sony!!!.