My HeArT BeAtS uP!!! WhEn I c SoNy……..
Mama!! Mama!!...horrifidely I shouted, but the voice could not come out, as if someone had caught hold of my throat. I just got up from my bed and looked into the mirror if I was alright or not. I saw myself that I was fully sweating although the air condition was on. I drank water from the bottle kept near my bed, and took a long deep breath, which made me feel relaxed. I just questioned myself, what was that which made me woke up from my sleep. UHHFF!!! What a horrible dream it was!!!! Can Dis happen in Reality? I just checked the time, it was around 1.15am. It was midnight. I again went to bed to sleep. I tried a lot but could not sleep any more. I was still wide awake like an owl.
As, I was alone in my house, so planned to drink coffee in this late hour of night. I went into kitchen prepared a cup of coffee. Holding the cup of coffee in one hand and my laptop on the other hand I directly went to balcony. Kept the coffee mug aside, & I switched on my lappy…. plugged my Tata Photon in order to connect the internet. A pin drop silent prevailed everywhere, when I snipped my coffee.
I logged in to Face Book. How crazy I was?? I opened it in midnight, who d hell will be der onl9 in this late hour of night. I questioned to myself, but still I opened it, as I was crazy. I checked my inbox, der were 2 messages from my close class 12th friends, I checked it and replied back to der message. I strolled down for various updates which were done from my friends. I gave some comments on my friends profile updates. I was angry wid Sony, for last 2 days n had promised myself that I won’t visit her profile till she messages me first. But still I could not resist myself I visited Sony’s profile, as she was my best best ever friend made in face book. (But let me tell u frankly actually as I was very much busy in my job, so I didn’t get enough time to log into fb, so I could not visit. Nahin to I to alwazs visit. Promises r meant to be broken isn’t it.)
I don’t know what happened to me exactly, looking at the profile pic she has just changed my heart beat started beating up very fast. This is just Awsum, xcllent, Gud looking n would be the 8th wonder of the world. My heart beat started beating very fast as becoz very soon I was planning to propose her…but if I propose will c accept it..?? Thinking dis heart beat increased. One year relationship with her will b wasted. I was in my own dreamland when a message flashed in my inbox, it was from Sony who wrote: Hello, how r u? Whts up ? I was just surprised that she is online. But I was mad in her love, now what to do should I reply back, or not, should I remove her from my account…hell lot of questions just troubled me…in the mean time another message flashed…..Are u busy, Wid whom r u chatting??
At last I kept my thoughts aside and replied her back…No dear, just didn’t want to sleep so came onl9. What r u doing?
Another message came ohhhkkkkk bdw u sleep within 10.30 n today u r still awake. Hmmm something fishy.”
I was just going to reply back, but my laptop showed low battery n I had to shut down immediately. I could not reply her back. I came back from balcony n put in laptop on the charge n went to bed. Sleeping in the bed with wide eyes awake I thought if she denies my proposal den…will I have a heart attack?. I tried to be positive n tried to sleep but in front of my eye’s Sony’s smiling face came around and could not make me sleep….
I don’t know what time it would be when I fell asleep….but when I woke up it was around 5.30 in the morning.
Heart Beats Up.......Dhak Dhak.
Hmmmm kuch zyada hi zor dhak dhak ho raha hai... yahan tak tumhari dil ki dhadkane sunai de rahi hain.... karm kiye chalo fhal ki apekhsha mat karo... Gud luck!!! hope 4 the best..
ReplyDeleteDis article has been perfectly blended wid all sorts of ur emotions alongwith ur innocence..
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