Thursday, May 26, 2011

Direct Dil Se....1


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U all would agree to me that these days we all r busy. Whatever work we may do, whether we sit in front of d idiot box, or study,( of course our mind will b moving somewhere else), but still we prefer to say dat we r busy. In spite of being busy, it so happens dat our unconscious mind sometimes reminds of our close friend. All of a sudden u just start missing him/her. Have ever u felt like that u should talk to one of ur friend even if u were so busy in doing something? Then, postponing all ur nonsense work, u just call him up and come to know that he was missing u too n really needs u .

This is what exactly happened with me. I was busy in studying, mugging Compensation Management Paper, a tough paper indeed. All of a sudden I felt like I should talk to one of my very good friend. From past few days I was feeling the same but I ignored. So what’s d use f calling him? He will just ignore me, as he would b busy with his girl friend.

I didn't know why he was coming in my mind again n again? How much I concentrated, his face appeared in front of me continuously. And finally I decided to call him. It was 8.30 P.M in d evening. He received the call after a while.

He: " Hello...Jojo "

I: " Hiee..How r u? "

He: " I m fine...Hmmm I m in Bhubaneswar from last 10 days.."

I: "What?? Why did not u tell me? "

He:"Hmmm I have to tell you so many things.

I have drunk today, Can you believe it?

He started crying all of sudden and continued.

She left me. We had break up. U know, what money is?. If you do not have money, you do not have anything. Feelings, Relationships, Love, does not matter yaar. Money is everything. I am finished. Everything between us is over now...he cried.

And he burst into tears. He was broken completely. And I was like what-should-i-say, just listening, what he was speaking. Seriously I was shocked and confused too about what actually had happened. I was just dumfounded, what to say to my friend.

I still remember the day when he told me about her. He was so so happy that I can't even explain to u. But now he was crying and I really did not know what I should say to him. I was silent for few seconds. He was still crying.

Then I tried to convince him and said not to cry any more. But in my heart I was feeling really bad for him.

He said "Jojo, u were also not with me when I really needed a friend... Just now I was thinking about u only."


That line pinched my heart and I felt guilty. Tears came into my eyes and I disconnected the call after saying to take care to him.

I know if that day he would not have drunk he would not have share it with me this way.

But dat day I came to know that some relationships r really connected from heart. When u miss them from all ur heart, they do feel it. And these relationships does not need any way of communication. They communicate to each other by direct dil se.



A LiVe AcTioN MoMeNt oF JuSt 15 SeCoNdS OnLy….!!!!!!

Oye….marwaye ga Kya?? Just applied my brakes to the vechile. Just kept my eyes wide open for few minutes…(eyes stopped blinking..!!)

Hello !!! Jojo…. R u alright…Ya..Ya.. Me f9.

Me: Did u see that?

Friend: Whom?

Me: That Girl who was driving the Scooty?

Friend: Yes, the Girl who was in the red dress?

Me: Yes,

Friend: So what happened?

Me: No….Actually…Leave it. Let’s move on.

Friend: Are you mad Jojo? You applied breaks in such a way that I fell down from the vehicle, and now you are saying nothing happened. Leave it. What nonsense is this?

Me: Ohoo Sorry. ( Looking to the vehicle….which had already gone far off).

Friend: Abe tu wahan kya dekh raha hai…r u all r8 Jojo?

Me: Do you know who she is?

Friend: Of course a girl….. Indeed!

Me: Let’s move on…U won’t understand.

Night 12.30 am… Got up from the bed. Kept my hands in the face( thinking of the Girl).

Ohooo!!!!! Just only 15 seconds of view.

Suppose u get a chance to see the beautiful, charming sunrise, early in the morning, by standing on the beach of Kannyakymari India’s end point where three vast ocean join together,. Den can u guesses what moment it will be for u? U can’t simply express…it will just make you feel something unique, u can feel the natures beauty. It’s just…..can’t say anything more, words are falling short to describe that particular moment. I was planning to visit Kannyakumari…but due to my studies I could not. But now I feel that I need not have to visit Kannyakunari, as I got a similar view for only 15 seconds!!! .

Ufffhhhh…Did I see her in reality? Was I in a dream? Hell Lot of questions puzzled my mind. But still I was able to see the beautiful face which just looked awesome, when the golden rays of sun were falling on one side of her face…and cool winds blowing which made her hair bring in front of her eyes. A special scene or I can say a unique moment for me…in my life. 15 seconds of view made me just speechless, raised my heart beat, eyes just stopped blinking for seconds, what not else, I applied the brakes in such a way that my friend just fell down from vehicle. This beautiful face couldn’t even give me a chance to let my eyes fall in the night.

I felt that she was my close friend, but no…I didn’t know her at all. Keeping my hands on the face,….I just dozed off early in the morning.

Sunday, May 8, 2011


OooPs !!!! I aM LaTe AgaIn. BaNg!!! BaNG!!!

You all will agree with me that we all do fight with the “TIME” when we are late. N, I began, this very day with a fight in the morning with the precious Time. Early in the morning (not really!) my Ma woke me up and asked me to look at the clock, she is so good that she did not even say a word other than these. It was 7:10 am, ok, its Saturday no class , I remained inside my blanket hugging my pillow for 5 more minutes n I started to dream about my future Girl Friend, that to early in the morning. At 7:45am I regained my consciousness, Yeah!! I am having my presentation at 8:15am!!. Ohh God!! I do have my Presentation 2day; Speaking in front of around 140 friend’s n faculty member was not that tough situation rather proposing your girl friend in reality. If I don’t reach in time in the college, then my friends will take my class, and again there will b a notice from college that your son is not attending the scheduled class in time.

If I miss the class! No Way! Splashed water on my face! Did something with my toothbrush n dressed up in my college uniform! Tied my untidy locks! Hmm I m hungry now!

Ma coffee!!!!!!!!!.

Hurry Up!!! Mama!! I am late.