Thursday, May 26, 2011

Direct Dil Se....1


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U all would agree to me that these days we all r busy. Whatever work we may do, whether we sit in front of d idiot box, or study,( of course our mind will b moving somewhere else), but still we prefer to say dat we r busy. In spite of being busy, it so happens dat our unconscious mind sometimes reminds of our close friend. All of a sudden u just start missing him/her. Have ever u felt like that u should talk to one of ur friend even if u were so busy in doing something? Then, postponing all ur nonsense work, u just call him up and come to know that he was missing u too n really needs u .

This is what exactly happened with me. I was busy in studying, mugging Compensation Management Paper, a tough paper indeed. All of a sudden I felt like I should talk to one of my very good friend. From past few days I was feeling the same but I ignored. So what’s d use f calling him? He will just ignore me, as he would b busy with his girl friend.

I didn't know why he was coming in my mind again n again? How much I concentrated, his face appeared in front of me continuously. And finally I decided to call him. It was 8.30 P.M in d evening. He received the call after a while.

He: " Hello...Jojo "

I: " Hiee..How r u? "

He: " I m fine...Hmmm I m in Bhubaneswar from last 10 days.."

I: "What?? Why did not u tell me? "

He:"Hmmm I have to tell you so many things.

I have drunk today, Can you believe it?

He started crying all of sudden and continued.

She left me. We had break up. U know, what money is?. If you do not have money, you do not have anything. Feelings, Relationships, Love, does not matter yaar. Money is everything. I am finished. Everything between us is over now...he cried.

And he burst into tears. He was broken completely. And I was like what-should-i-say, just listening, what he was speaking. Seriously I was shocked and confused too about what actually had happened. I was just dumfounded, what to say to my friend.

I still remember the day when he told me about her. He was so so happy that I can't even explain to u. But now he was crying and I really did not know what I should say to him. I was silent for few seconds. He was still crying.

Then I tried to convince him and said not to cry any more. But in my heart I was feeling really bad for him.

He said "Jojo, u were also not with me when I really needed a friend... Just now I was thinking about u only."


That line pinched my heart and I felt guilty. Tears came into my eyes and I disconnected the call after saying to take care to him.

I know if that day he would not have drunk he would not have share it with me this way.

But dat day I came to know that some relationships r really connected from heart. When u miss them from all ur heart, they do feel it. And these relationships does not need any way of communication. They communicate to each other by direct dil se.



1 comment:

  1. Wah.............real feelings...and fantabulous arrangement of words and emotions......full of exuberance and enthusiasm.....

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