U all would agree to me that these days we all r busy. Whatever work we may do, whether we sit in front of d idiot box, or study,( of course our mind will b moving somewhere else), but still we prefer to say dat we r busy. In spite of being busy, it so happens dat our unconscious mind sometimes reminds of our close friend. All of a sudden u just start missing him/her. Have ever u felt like that u should talk to one of ur friend even if u were so busy in doing something? Then, postponing all ur nonsense work, u just call him up and come to know that he was missing u too n really needs u .
This is what exactly happened with me. I was busy in studying, mugging Compensation Management Paper, a tough paper indeed. All of a sudden I felt like I should talk to one of my very good friend. From past few days I was feeling the same but I ignored. So what’s d use f calling him? He will just ignore me, as he would b busy with his girl friend.
I didn't know why he was coming in my mind again n again? How much I concentrated, his face appeared in front of me continuously. And finally I decided to call him. It was 8.30 P.M in d evening. He received the call after a while.
He: " Hello...Jojo "
I: " Hiee..How r u? "
He: " I m fine...Hmmm I m in Bhubaneswar from last 10 days.."
I: "What?? Why did not u tell me? "
He:"Hmmm I have to tell you so many things.
I have drunk today, Can you believe it?
He started crying all of sudden and continued.
She left me. We had break up. U know, what money is?. If you do not have money, you do not have anything. Feelings, Relationships, Love, does not matter yaar. Money is everything. I am finished. Everything between us is over now...he cried.
And he burst into tears. He was broken completely. And I was like what-should-i-say, just listening, what he was speaking. Seriously I was shocked and confused too about what actually had happened. I was just dumfounded, what to say to my friend.
I still remember the day when he told me about her. He was so so happy that I can't even explain to u. But now he was crying and I really did not know what I should say to him. I was silent for few seconds. He was still crying.
Then I tried to convince him and said not to cry any more. But in my heart I was feeling really bad for him.
He said "Jojo, u were also not with me when I really needed a friend... Just now I was thinking about u only."
That line pinched my heart and I felt guilty. Tears came into my eyes and I disconnected the call after saying to take care to him.
I know if that day he would not have drunk he would not have share it with me this way.
But dat day I came to know that some relationships r really connected from heart. When u miss them from all ur heart, they do feel it. And these relationships does not need any way of communication. They communicate to each other by direct dil se.
Wah.............real feelings...and fantabulous arrangement of words and emotions......full of exuberance and enthusiasm.....
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